oh darling when we get home you'll be remembering her cucumber melon body spray and how close you were to kissing her. i will stay up watching infomercials in my kitty pajamas.

when i dance you sit at the bar, burning holes in my back, a heat that feels good because its you and i love you. we're just friends now but i feel obligated to say the things you need to hear when life isnt quite working out. cheap dance clubs make me realize this. anyone else in my life is just a pet, a distraction until we get back together. when kylie monogue comes on, you breathe the smell of rum onto my neck and laugh warmth onto my skin until i drive home, you kiss me sloppy with too much saliva and i wonder why i put up with this shit. you lay next to me on the couch and i get my answer in three words followed by goodnight.