yo, that's wack if i'm not the baddest


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i bite my nails, i take a shower at the hottest temperature and then lay naked in bed with no covers with the windows open in the freezing cold until i cant breathe because i'm icing over, i will vomit up everything i eat for a month straight, i will exercise daily for three hours until i cant walk anymore. i will smash alcohol bottles and cut myself with the glass, i will punch walls, make out with four guys in one night, see how long i can sleep for with fifteen tylenol PM. i will call friends in the middle of the night, crying and shuddering uncontrolably, i will tell you i love you and not mean it. i will go out with abusive people just to see how much i can take and i secretly wish they'd push me over the edge. the sex is always better when its with someone you hate. i bet your mom never told you that.
d-land