yo, that's wack if i'm not the baddest


profile * old * mail * fucking sign it* or how about a nice note? you go forward / i'll go backwards


stirfry, my new cat, is hiding in a girlscout cookie box. i'm tired. i called jim at the hospital. he's not well. he's tired too. last i saw him i hugged him and he wouldnt let go and he said i'd grown to be beautiful. i cried later into the brownie batter. i need someone to talk to now. i always need someone to talk to but i'm always the person they need to listen. i need to put more makeup on because i feel miserable and i want to hide. i'm scared too. i'm scared that what i'm feeling isnt real, that i want things i could never have. you know how they say that if you work hard enough, you can get anything you want? thats bullshit. it doesnt work that way with people. it doesnt work that way. i need to sleep. i need someone to say they still care about me even when i'm crazed.

the eels say "she could have anything she wants so why not me?" :( why does it have to snow?

d-land