i spent the morning with my mother. she made me breakfast and talked about lesbianism. my mother is amusing, she's like a teenager sometimes. like, my father says not to leave me home alone with boys and she says 'dont get pregnant' and leaves. or, when my father sees porn on tv, he changes the channel. when my mother sees it she squints at the tv and says 'is that a dildo?'. my mom is sad because she's not who my father wants her to be.