probably the most disturbing are my 4th and 5th grade songs. i was once molested to some song by jewel. i was going to include it but i decided that i wanted these memories to be clear and directed. i like as much force and clarity as possible.

i got a new car. her name is jellybean. i'll miss maryanne faithfull and norm though. norm got hit by a meanie drunk driver. maryanne faithful is getting up in years and she needs a retirement party. in the morning i say "hhheeey, jellybean." and she just smiles and spins her tires. thats the best part.