i have lost fifteen pounds since a month ago when i decided i was getting fat again. this makes me very happy.

i am getting rid of all the troublesome people in my life. either that or they've left by choice. that makes it easier.

the surfers are starting at the beach. i drive very slowly by the beach trying to see jen, but i cant tell. besides if i saw her, i'd probably just knock her into the sand and smooch her and that wouldnt go over well, would it.

Its sunny out. my god, does that feel great. i heard the thong song today and nearly cried. feck, i hate that song yet it seems to bring back some terribly good memories of old orchard beach. being a teenager is terrific when you finally realize that things arent going to go as you planned so just let it go. listen to steppenwolf and robert palmer. buy a cell phone. make out with your best friend, regardless of gender.