yo, that's wack if i'm not the baddest


profile * old * mail * fucking sign it* or how about a nice note? you go forward / i'll go backwards


do you know the point where you realize someone isnt at all what you wanted them to be? that you fabricated them? took them from that dull lifeless state they spend their days in, turned them into someone absolutely fucking amazing, someone who knew all the trivial facts that seem so important to you, owned all the essential albums, laughed at your jokes, drove a car that cost more than their double wide, had gorgeous messy hair, you made them what you needed. then you realized that they have their own life. that they dont need you to construct one for them, they are not waiting to be placed in your personal fish tank to swim aimlessly for your pleasure. in fact, things are going fine for them without you. you never knew them. that one glimpse allowed you to make a future and a second glimpse allowed you to destroy it.

i like the you that doesnt give a fuck. i like the you that wants to be happy when i want to be happy and wants to be sad when i want to be sad. i like the you that buys all of the records from saddlecreek and hates it when your roots are a different color, or is very sentimental about the holidays, doesnt think anything i say is boring. i like the you that isnt in love with anybody else, especially not me.

d-land