yo, that's wack if i'm not the baddest


profile * old * mail * fucking sign it* or how about a nice note? you go forward / i'll go backwards


you moved slow enough so that i could memorize your body. everyone had a cigarette in their right hand, the other frantically wringing goodbyes, hellos. the neon lights of the bowling alley, those places they staged our last time together.the night club where the girls you never noticed became someone familiar, someone you could fuck but had memories that were weapons. those bad haircuts, huge glasses, pants that were too big. at the end of the night you remembered that you were an adult now and if 18 years hadnt scared you away, you were here to stay.

and graduation day didnt make me sad. i cant even remember the stage, my name being called, shaking hands. i can remember walking quickly through the cigar smoke at every event that night, searching for what i had clung to, those people i insult regularly to be with.

and i'm thinking fuck high school baby. i'm thinking let me wrap my arms around you and cry for all the times that could have been good. talk to the people you used to hate, that will wake up to hate themselves for what they did to you in the sixth grade.

graduation goes by too fast. the night club, the bowling alley, the batting cages, the restraunt, the go-cars, the sunrise cruise, baby it blends into one glorious night of nothing, to the ninty nine percent you dont remember.


d-land