i hurt you but you should have known i would. i parked my car at the end of the driveway and walked a ways, it was fall and too cold, you had all the lights off in the house, the sun was going down, you werent home. i went in anyway and sat in your chair, watched your telvision and drank your whiskey by myself. i was rotting, i was wood that never dried just broke apart and attracted fucking termites. oh shit, i never knew what to do except sleep with you, i had nothing to say that you would have wanted to hear anyway, watch your tv and say quotes from movies. i was a lie that tied you down, the dirty movies you kept when you were 13 and cried when your mother found them. i'm nothing good, honey, nothing good.