but i could ruin you. i'm sick with power. and you could ruin me but i know you never would. when i'm sure you love me to the point you could never recover from me, that's when i'll leave you, bleeding and tired old man. i will fuck you over a dozen times and take everything you love and trash it. you dont understand that i'll only do it because i love you back, because i dont know how to have a normal relationship without wanting to vomit all day.