i went down on a boy who had the most blue eyes in the world yesterday. he made me feel obscene but i figured i was safe since it wasn't fucking and since i could very well be in love with anyone for the most pathetic excuses in the world.

my cat has been throwing temper tantrums since i moved out. she will sit under my bed, refusing to eat and my mother will go beserk trying to get her to come out. i get shaky phone calls which lead to three hour drives.

i drink so much these days that i can't see straight if i'm sober. it's sad but true and i dont care.